Category: Memoirs from Canaan Land
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Happy 16th birthday, kid. And no, you can’t contact your family because you’re a broken human.
Back in the 80’s and 90’s when I was just a kid, each May 27th I used to look forward to my birthday with unbridled excitement! It was always a private family affair with my parent and sibling and one close friend. It was a normal yearly occurrence where I looked forward in excitement to…
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Part 2/2; Nathan slips away
…continued from Part 1; Suddenly, Nathan arrives at Canaan Land > The first weekend after Nathan Schultz’s arrival at Canaan Land, we all travelled in the transport van to Saskatoon for church services. I didn’t get that same luxury when I began my Canaan Land sentence, as I wasn’t allowed to visit or call my…
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Part 1/2; Suddenly, Nathan arrives at Canaan Land
“Hey, do you guys know Nathan Schultz?” It was autumn, 1998. Sunday morning church service had just finished at Saskatoon Christian Centre and the two of us Canaan Land program participants were ready to take the hours-long trip back to Big River. My roommate and I were sitting in the back of the transport van…
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The canoe terror-trip
This guy shouldn’t have been responsible for a pet rock, let alone children and youth in a church and school. The 100-acre woods of Canaan Land in Big River was a complete disappointment if you expected an actual river. Despite the name, Big River in Saskatchewan was devoid of any rivers. There was no way…
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The teenage lumberjacks of the 100-acre woods of Canaan Land
The land that Canaan Land Big River sat on was just about 125 acres. As far as the eye could see, trees filled the property. The only clearing was where our housing occupied. Aspen, white Spruce, white Birch, Jack Pine, and Balsam Fir trees covered every inch of the forest we lived on. With such a…
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Christmas time in Canaan Land
With only a thin quilt and sheet on each of our single beds, the bitter cold of mid-winter nights was a constant companion. Our calorie-limited diet consisted solely of tea after our 6:30 p.m. meal, making the long nights even more challenging to sleep through. Lumberjacking every workday kept us lean and fat-free because some…
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“911? Help, strangers are trying to take my children!”
10 years before strangers came to my home and took me away from my single parent to isolate me to Canaan Land, a previous situation took place involving a sinister stranger from that same church-school. By the time I was born in 1981, Pastor Keith Johnson‘s abusive system was already established and on a collision course with…
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I learned to shoot a tree, and maybe my roommate
There was no particular reason for Jim to have his rifle with him on his deck one summer afternoon. And I was not expecting him to ask me if I wanted to try shooting it at the nearby tree. Of course, I had answered “sure!” This was a random moment where I was offered a…
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Killing an intruder
Early summer mornings for a week, the 3 dogs were barking furiously outside our lodge around 5 or 6 am for no apparent reason. The sun would barely start rising when the dogs would suddenly just start barking like maniacs and not quit. We checked on them to see if maybe some deer or porcupine…
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My beet-red beach day
For anyone who’s met me, there is nothing about my pasty pale ginger complexion that would suggest I’ve ever spent a minute on a beach in the sun in my life. But they would be wrong. In fact, the most painful days in my life were surrounded by laying in the UV rays of a…